The thought of "what could have been" haunts me everyday. I never realized I felt this way until I watched Arcane. Everything ideal feels so achievable yet so far.

I wonder what have been had I just not made that one mistake, chose different friends in highschool, had the strength to love instead of let my anger control me. Or is this simply all meant to be?

I miss that one friend from highschool. I wish I treated her better and we stayed connected. I hope she's doing well.