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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-15 10:30 🇳🇱
#entries from the #notebook #2:
Wandering

Some people go through life, structured, with a plan.
Thinking forward by the week, month, even years.

Some dont.
Atleast I don't.

Wandering forward, mindlessly.
Empty gaze forwards, without a plan.
Less than a fraction of thought.
Less than nothing of a thought.

Actively trying not to think about the future.
Scared what it might hold.

Atleast... I do that.
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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-14 19:49 🇳🇱
#excerpts from the #notebook #1
this one is kinda cringy but eh, thats what you get from a random ahh diary:
Masks

I put on a mask.
with friends, with family.
at home, at school.

But sometimes, i wish.
I wish to put on a real mask.
To hide my face. To change my words.

The first, because im scared.
Scared of judgement from others.

The second, also because im scared.
Scared of what i think of myself.
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