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chlorophyllbat 🌟 2026-08-19 01:25 🇳🇱
Got a crush on my friend's dad #canttellnobody
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jerryusername 🌟 reposted 2026-08-18 18:42 🇳🇱
yes
obsidian 🌟 2026-08-18 09:26 🇷🇺
{"status":"success","country":"Canada","countryCode":"CA"}

are you sure
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chlorophyllbat 🌟 2026-08-18 00:50 🇳🇱
It's sad how much of my childhood was focused on losing weight
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choom 🌟 2026-08-17 23:55 🇳🇱
🖐
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mothgoth 🌟 reposted 2026-08-17 22:04 🇳🇱
I didn't know it was dull btw I wasn't pushing a piece of metal into my leg like a retard. Same knife I carve wood with so I thought it'd be decently sharp. Didn't want to use the "clean" blade of my pocket knife. Probably wouldn't have been sharp enough either. Too much of a pussy to cut deep anyway, scratched instead which fucking sucks barely hurts and just goes away after a minute.

All that for a broken phone screen jesus christ man
mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-17 16:18 🇳🇱
Tried cutting myself with a dull blade how pathetic is that
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-17 16:18 🇳🇱
Tried cutting myself with a dull blade how pathetic is that
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endtimes 🌟 2026-08-17 15:16 🇳🇱
Oh how love has its grip
That devilish dance
That hellish trip
Around the sun or straight into it
Every step one last chance
To have that final hit
Of this love that goes one way
But those who feel will come out on top
For the ones that don't let their hearts stop
Thus bruised hearts have more to say
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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-15 13:47 🇳🇱
@choom 🌟 it looks like you are losing interest in this project...
please, just please, do something, or let me do something.
i dont want this place to disap#pear
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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-15 10:30 🇳🇱
#entries from the #notebook #2:
Wandering

Some people go through life, structured, with a plan.
Thinking forward by the week, month, even years.

Some dont.
Atleast I don't.

Wandering forward, mindlessly.
Empty gaze forwards, without a plan.
Less than a fraction of thought.
Less than nothing of a thought.

Actively trying not to think about the future.
Scared what it might hold.

Atleast... I do that.
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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-14 19:49 🇳🇱
#excerpts from the #notebook #1
this one is kinda cringy but eh, thats what you get from a random ahh diary:
Masks

I put on a mask.
with friends, with family.
at home, at school.

But sometimes, i wish.
I wish to put on a real mask.
To hide my face. To change my words.

The first, because im scared.
Scared of judgement from others.

The second, also because im scared.
Scared of what i think of myself.
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dawood 🌟 2026-08-14 09:04 🇳🇱
The world will call you to change.

You will bend to it, the river is stronger than your boat.

As you change, do your best to keep yourself.

It is good.
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dawood 🌟 2026-08-14 07:36 🇳🇱
Stop trying to change.

Your body will find ways to painfully revert to its natural self.

Instead, accept your weird perfection.
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dawood 🌟 2026-08-14 07:11 🇳🇱
Everything I say here, I firstly say to myself.
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chlorophyllbat 🌟 2026-08-13 23:40 🇳🇱
Friday 14th of August, 01:40.

Dear diary, I fear that my inconsistency in being able to save money has now come to bite me in the arse. I don't have money for the new build a bear Bat and Spider plushies.
I'm gonna cry.

PS. I might commit robbery just to achieve the plushies in question.

.⋆｡‧♡
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-12 20:50 🇳🇱
If i get one more fcking non-sensical reply from ulster i will put every interaction with that fucker ever in a spreadsheet and find the meaning muself >>>:(
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-12 19:11 🇳🇱
I think it's very funny my most liked post is hating on old people. (politicians specifically). I don't hate geezers i just hate a very specific subset of them just like with anyone else <3
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mothgoth 🌟 reposted 2026-08-12 19:06 🇳🇱
teusday???//?
ulster 🌟 2026-08-12 17:42 🇬🇧
There's a soldier in the grass with a bullet up his ass what colour was his blood?
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-12 07:43 🇳🇱
The last TWELVE postsnall have zero likes. Damn :(

Disld advertising stop or something???? Why is no one here?
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-11 11:36 🇳🇱
Google genuinely scares me sometimes. WHY would you recommend me a video of a tram cabview IN MY HOMETOWN when i have shown ZERO interest in trams. My vpn isn't even set to that region....

Posting this probably allows anyone to make a decent guess where i live lol but fuck that :3
If you come knocking on my door we'll bake cookies together <3
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chlorophyllbat 🌟 2026-08-10 12:29 🇳🇱
I saw someone be really mean to pigeons earlier, I rushed home and then started crying. I hate how emotional I get when I haven't slept properly, but imagine how the pigeons feel. It's so sad. I definitely judge people on how they treat pigeons
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