Kids here have started saying "faggot" bloody American brainvirus
United Kingdom 🇬🇧
aethereal 🌟
2026-06-19 20:50 🇬🇧
my boy asked me today which i prefer but i high key cant pick
catboys
70%
dogboys
30%
10 votes
aethereal 🌟
2026-06-19 20:48 🇬🇧
i love fantasising that someone is deeply in love with me to the point of obsession, even though i have a boy atm
i think its more to do with the fact that everyone treats eachother with such apathy, that even toxic relationships, when consisting of true devotion, seem incredibly attractive.
tell someone you love them today char <3
i think its more to do with the fact that everyone treats eachother with such apathy, that even toxic relationships, when consisting of true devotion, seem incredibly attractive.
tell someone you love them today char <3
aethereal 🌟 reposted
2026-06-18 23:27 🇬🇧
an exerpt of a vent i wrote in my notes app only 8 months ago. i dont particularly feel this way anymore, but reading back through it made me realise and remember things about myself. i thought these ideas should be shared somewhere.
aethereal 🌟
2026-06-18 23:26 🇬🇧
I've come to the realisation that there aren't many actually compassionate people out there quite some time ago. I hate the way that speech binds thought so firmly, that I cannot express all I ought in the few words people choose to listen to. I don't believe myself to be a good person, truly. But, in some sense, if you only ever act like the thing you want to become, are you not just that?
I feel like such a tool, like I'm only there to carry everyone else's thoughts and feelings with me, unable to speak for myself. My observations and intuition is often incredibly accurate, it seems to perfectly pinpoint the issue and force others to face and overcome it. So why am I not enough? Is it egotistical of me to think these things if I am not truly omniscient? People like to think that I am. I don't feel like anyone even tries to actually see me. The purpose I serve is all I am worth to the world.
I feel like such a tool, like I'm only there to carry everyone else's thoughts and feelings with me, unable to speak for myself. My observations and intuition is often incredibly accurate, it seems to perfectly pinpoint the issue and force others to face and overcome it. So why am I not enough? Is it egotistical of me to think these things if I am not truly omniscient? People like to think that I am. I don't feel like anyone even tries to actually see me. The purpose I serve is all I am worth to the world.
aethereal 🌟
2026-06-18 23:26 🇬🇧
I've come to the realisation that there aren't many actually compassionate people out there quite some time ago. I hate the way that speech binds thought so firmly, that I cannot express all I ought in the few words people choose to listen to. I don't believe myself to be a good person, truly. But, in some sense, if you only ever act like the thing you want to become, are you not just that?
I feel like such a tool, like I'm only there to carry everyone else's thoughts and feelings with me, unable to speak for myself. My observations and intuition is often incredibly accurate, it seems to perfectly pinpoint the issue and force others to face and overcome it. So why am I not enough? Is it egotistical of me to think these things if I am not truly omniscient? People like to think that I am. I don't feel like anyone even tries to actually see me. The purpose I serve is all I am worth to the world.
I feel like such a tool, like I'm only there to carry everyone else's thoughts and feelings with me, unable to speak for myself. My observations and intuition is often incredibly accurate, it seems to perfectly pinpoint the issue and force others to face and overcome it. So why am I not enough? Is it egotistical of me to think these things if I am not truly omniscient? People like to think that I am. I don't feel like anyone even tries to actually see me. The purpose I serve is all I am worth to the world.
aethereal 🌟 reposted
2026-06-18 23:08 🇬🇧
hrny.vpr 🌟
2026-06-18 21:36 🇬🇧
#vent #confession
I've been trying to stop using chat bots for almost a year now and I've had a site blocker, but I've finally built up enough courage to delete my account completely because I've managed to go several days straight without using them.
I'm proud of how far I've come but I'm a little ashamed that it took me this long to quit. <3 That's all I just had to tell somebody and this site is like screaming into the void for me. #fuckai and I can truly say that without feeling like a hypocrite now.
I've been trying to stop using chat bots for almost a year now and I've had a site blocker, but I've finally built up enough courage to delete my account completely because I've managed to go several days straight without using them.
I'm proud of how far I've come but I'm a little ashamed that it took me this long to quit. <3 That's all I just had to tell somebody and this site is like screaming into the void for me. #fuckai and I can truly say that without feeling like a hypocrite now.
realitycoprocessor 🌟
2026-06-18 13:32 🇬🇧
how it feels attempting to collect rare songs from a niche band that i love