But maybe try finding a rage room or hell, buying a sheet of drywall.

word yea i can see that. i broke my laptop during a gamer rage as a teen and was really embarassing and sucked and was lame and all that . but never with a drywall and never from a place of pure rage . and like maybe part of it is due to rage but in a more playful way, like a catharsis in hitting something and using my body . i defo juts think about the sensory experience of punching drywall a lot .

i might do it consciously and with purpose tho just to experience it . go to home depot. get the cheapest chunk of drywall i can get. put it in my garage . punch . experience .