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I'm a furry, nonbinary, a fanfic writer, an artist, and a DJ. I also work healing people by day. I've been in fandom since the early aughts and not slowing down. If you know me. No you don't. I'm just here to post random thoughts and vent in ways I can't on my mains.

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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-14 02:29 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Unsure how I'm gonna feel about Tomorrow.

Still feeling like I was a bad person for my last relationship ending and feeling like I was the bad person.

Feeling weird about how in the past I've managed to be cupid for like 4 couples plus one more potentially.

Big vibes of "always cupid never cupided".

At the end of the day tho I know I'm a good person overall cause of the friends I've made and maintained. So even if I never get a partner I'll have a great network of friends.

Is that self-friendzoning myself. I'll never know. Lmao.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ reposted 2026-02-13 05:55 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
I did the stream thing and broke Hytale.

Achievement unlocked; manage to break an early access game (easy)
anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-13 01:41 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Wanting to stream but being sleepy so saying maybe I just play the game without streaming it but instead now being stuck on my bed in decision paralysis.

At least I hung up some clothes tho
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-13 01:41 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Wanting to stream but being sleepy so saying maybe I just play the game without streaming it but instead now being stuck on my bed in decision paralysis.

At least I hung up some clothes tho
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ reposted 2026-02-13 01:39 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
sandeia ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-12 22:21 ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ง
throwing ai art in the furnace and using it to fuel my regular art machine (my comfy fireplace by my pen and paper)
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-11 09:33 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Being Accused of having already picked up my McDonald's order on a late night McDonald's run literally past midnight is not a vibe.

Just check your security cameras. Omg. Y'all I'm just sad and want some comfort food and these accusations are not gucci for my vibe. Just making me feel annoyed and bad.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-10 21:28 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Literally in bed right now because it's cold and the feeling of all the blankets gives me a feeling of comfort like I'm being cuddled.

I'm absolutely not good right now. Too much going on in projects and stuff I need to do.

I can't find a reason to create either writing or art like all motivation out the window.

I just wanna eep.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-10 14:42 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Potentially dumb decisions at 6am let's go. Good morning Char.

Also lmao phone wanted me to say Chad.

Chad.Social BRAAAAH.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-10 07:53 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
I genuinely don't even know how I've gotten this far in life.

I genuinely don't even know why people like me. I just exist. I am .

Like beneath everything there's this creature that absolutely hates themselves and wants to be loved. Wants to be able to be cool like all their friends.

But I feel so isolated.

I'm still the kid who gets picked last. I'm that "they exist" friend.

It's how I feel in a lot of ways.

I'm thinking of just throwing myself at work so I'll at least have money. Idfk man.

Life's hard.

I'm apparently turning this into my livejournal lmaaaaao. Fuck.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-10 07:43 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Also I love how I'm falling my friends and failing myself.

But at least I have a fursuit. I cackle at myself.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-10 07:36 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
I love how it's been like... Four years where an artist promised me a portfolio review.

Four years from someone where we work at the same organization where they rejected me from the creative team.

Like please. Just fucking tell me my art is beneath even you reviewing so I can move on with my life.

God.

And the wildest thing is I'm still supporting them and all that. Despite how salty I am. I am still repping and supporting them because they're still a local creative.

But they've got such a stuck up "newbie artists are beneath me" attitude that it's impressive.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-09 22:49 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Also colours have been selected and my maker has ordered them for my fursuit.

I wanna try to ask and see if the maker can get it done in time for the next big Furcon but also don't wanna rush them.

Aaaaaaa. So I'm vaguely just hoping the timelines will match up lmao.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-09 22:46 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Wanted to play Hytale before work but was too sleepy and slept all day instead aaaaa.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-09 07:04 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
I think the most frustrating thing about my ex is that if we lived close enough where I could have driven to her, regardless of her being American... It would have worked out.

Frustrating as all frek that we'd be perfect for each other if we weren't LDR.

But then again I guess that means we weren't perfect for each other.

Still.

Sigh.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ reposted 2026-02-08 21:46 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
How do you IV a solid
sedated ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-08 21:42 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
You dont have to smoke freebase when you're just IVing straight off the brick
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-08 21:35 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
My apologies to the *one* person who knows me IRL on this site discovering now how freaky I am.


Lmaaaaao
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-08 21:32 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
"I can see underneath, it has slipped from its sheath"

Will forever be the wildest line I've ever written. Zecora speaking in her usual rhyming cadence to a colt that's... Clearly liking her.

I would go back and write MLP fanfic but also.... *Vague gestures at everything in the brony fandom*

I don't wanna deal with that. Again.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-08 19:55 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
It's been too damn long since I've eaten someone's ass.

#IntrusiveThoughts idgaf
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-08 19:29 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
Anyways I'm sleepy and I wanna work on more Yuri fanfic during lunch (this time Pokemon Sun/Moon) but am too sleepy so instead Internet time.
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-08 19:28 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข€โฃ โ คโ คโ คโฃ„โฃ€โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข โ ‹โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ ˆโ ณโฃ„โ €โ €โ €
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ ธโฃ„โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ ˜โก‡โ €โ €
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข€โฃ โ ดโ ’โ ‹โ ‰โ ‰โ ‰โ ›โ ปโ Ÿโ €โ €โ €โข€โก‡โ €โ €
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข€โกดโ šโ ‰โ โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โฃ„โฃ โ žโ €โ €โ €
โฃฐโ ’โ ’โ ฒโขคโฃ€โกคโ žโขกโก„โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ คโ คโก„โ ˜โก‡โ ฐโขคโฃคโ €
โก‡โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โขธโ €โ ฐโก‹โ โ €โ ˜โขถโขฒโ ‚โ €โ €โ โ €โข โ ‡โ €โ ธโก…โ €
โ ปโฃ„โ €โ €โ €โ €โข€โฃ โ žโ ณโฃ„โฃˆโ €โ €โ €โ ˆโฃ‰โฃ€โฃ€โฃ โฃคโ –โ ‹โ €โฃคโ ถโขฆโ €
โ €โ ˆโ ™โ ’โ ’โ ›โ ‰โ €โ €โ €โฃฐโขปโฃŸโกฟโ ‰โ ‰โ ‰โ โ €โกถโข‹โก€โ €โ €โ €โฃดโฃคโก„
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ นโฃŒโฃปโฃงโข€โฃ€โฃ€โก€โข โ ‡โ ›โ ฟโ €โ €โ €โ ˆโ ‰โ 
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ ˆโ ›โ ‹โ ™โ ทโ ‹โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €

Another one x3
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anotakuu ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-02-08 19:27 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โขŽโ ฑโ Šโกฑโ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข€โก โ คโ ’โ ’โ ’โ ’โ คโข„โฃ‘โ โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข€โกคโ ’โ โ ‰โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ ‰โ ฒโข„โก€โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข€โกดโ ‹โ €โ €โ €โ €โฃ€โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โขฐโฃขโ โก„โ €โ ‰โ ‘โ ’โ ’โ ’โฃ„
โ €โ €โ €โฃ€โ ดโ ‹โ €โ €โ €โกŽโ €โ ˜โ ฟโ €โ €โข โฃ€โข„โกขโ ‰โฃ”โฃฒโขธโ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข˜
โก โ ’โ ‰โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โกฐโข…โ ซโ ญโ โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข€โฃ€โฃคโก‹โ ™โ ขโข„โฃ€โฃ€โก โ Š
โข‡โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โข€โ œโ โ €โ ‰โก•โ ’โ ’โ ’โ ’โ ’โ ›โ ‰โ นโก„โฃ€โ ˜โก„โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €
โ €โ ‘โ ‚โ คโ ”โ ’โ โ €โ €โกŽโ ฑโกƒโ €โ €โก„โ €โ „โ €โ €โ  โ Ÿโ ‰โกทโ โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €
โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ นโ คโ คโ ดโฃ„โกธโ คโฃ„โ ดโ คโ ดโ „โ ผโ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €

No idea if this is going to work
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